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[28 Dec 2005|01:47pm]

You think i'm kidding when i say i'm cursed. lol, every thing in my life revolves around 11:11. mmm, weird.

IN OTHER NEWS: i've been having fun. christmas break is too dom. oh, & i love my friends.

hehe they're all so funny :]

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[28 Dec 2005|01:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | laundrymat ]

well, it's safe to say i'm happy.

 

ILOVEYOU.<3.

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i've built these walls, come get to me. [27 Dec 2005|12:46pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | p!@td. ]

I
Love
You
:)

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[18 Nov 2005|11:42am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | emery ]

I think that we've got something here




i wish my cousin was better. some fuck got her sick as hell. FEEL BETTER <3

I don't ever update anymore. Not that any of you care :]

Tonight i'm going over assheads house :] & tomorrow i'm going over my uncles house with all of my family for an early thanksgiving :] weee. food. lol.

my mom, sister & i arent havent thanksgiving this year.

what an awesome family :] haha. oh well.

Christmas is soon. I don't think i can wait :P

one day you'll realize whats right.

mmm. i'm weird. do you realize how many people tell me that in a day. haha.

this is really pointless. BUTTT i'm happy so be happy for me, k :] weeeeee!!!


PS;
i hate that i still pick up the phone when you call.
& your ringer is still the same
except, in your eyes i dont lose my place anymore.
I hope one day you'll be as happy as i am right now.
& you wont have to call me to tell me you miss me.
What me & you had, i wont doubt. Because it was real.
One day i hope you'll be as happy as you were when i was holding your hand.
becuase now that you're gone. I've never been this happy.




i ___ u.
:) weeeeeeee.
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[09 Nov 2005|04:37pm]
i'm probably happy. Actually, i'm really happy :) I love life, this week :) wooooot! <3
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hey unfaithful... [01 Nov 2005|05:19pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | this day & age. ]

school shmool.
i really need to put the peddle to the meddle.
or however that saying goes.
Me & ryan & Lah are painting my room on monday :] WOOT!
im painting the lyrics to the song i wrote on it.
i'm excited.
spiradically on my checkers will have something on it.
wee.
Halloween is so dom.
IT'S BREATH-TAKING TO THINK OF YOU
:] i'm in a weird mood.
wooooottt!!

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"come home to me cortney", "i will kent, i swear" [09 Oct 2005|02:49pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | your voice in my head. ]

this weekend was such a drag. x 100.

EDIT;; every weeKENd without you is such a drag. i'm coming back home To you soON, i promise.

iloveyou.

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you so-called "cant live without me" [08 Oct 2005|03:18pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | the acadamy is ]

"i'll never let you down 
2 weeks ago today;; I GOT SICK. alcohal poisoning. because im the shit, right? NO. blah, my mom lets me drink but she got pissed this time & i got grounded. i couldnt even go to Homecoming. god dammit. regaurdless, i got kicked out.  i'm living with my cousin now, but i dont know, i guess we'll see what happens? apparently, i suck at life. evedently. right? obviously summers over. which means, the new season. which also means mine & kentons relationship gets tough. This will be our third winter we have to make it through. whatever's meant to be, will be. i guess. at least he belives in us :) i love you kenton. Hell or high water.
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i swear i'd burn this city down to show you the light. [04 Aug 2005|04:10pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | vertical herizon ]

summer <3
enough said.
it's been really nice. but way too hot.
i've been working an 8-5er, latly. it's kicking my ass. mo' money.
i made my cousin this kick ass CD. so good i want to keep it :]
she'll be a happy camper at work tomorrow.
this weekend will be nice. as hell. well needed.
school in like 20 days. what the fuck? rawr.
my computers been broken. but my smart ass fixed it :]
& people think im dumb ;]
c-yaaaa.



"you're my favorite boy :]"
"yeah, well you're my favorite everything"
i love you kenton walter <3
almost 2 years, :]

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on the movies, on the big screen i'd make you mine<3 [29 Jun 2005|05:46pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | slideshow <3 ]

could ive shown more teeth when i smiled?
stood up straight when you called my name
i kissed you with my eyes closed
im lost, i'll find my way.
soo, i'll be at the lake with boo<3, jamie, carl, roth, kayleen, the usual. & kents kneeboarding comp. idk i'll be with boo & kayleen for awhile. i'm coming back july 17th? i think. kents grad party is the 16th <3 :). yeee. c-yaaa.
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summer lovin' <3 [27 Jun 2005|03:24pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | don't cha :) ]

"DONT CHA WISH YOUR GIRLFRIEND WAS FUN LIKE ME, DON'T CHA"
hehe, i love that song.

Summer<3 it just sounds good, huh? lol.
Friday me, kate & kayla went to the lake. it was fun.
Saturday we all went out on the boat & just chilled. got red. had this new beer & just some winecoolers with mom & her friends. sweet, right? lol. Kent came saturday night bc he had a kneeboarding competition & ohh, he placed 1st :) awesome job babe. me & him went back to his place & just chilled for a few hours, we finally went to bed around 2? idk, somewhere around there. Woke up @ 6:45. we watch our regular morning shows. then went & got our regular donuts & strawberry milk :D hehe. me & him went out on the boat with roth & just swam. all 3 of us had 'ass like that - eminem' in our heads (the part about Jessica simpson) & none of us would shut up. went & got some fireworks & lit them on our way home. haha. sang some songs<3 i left around 3 bc i had to go to geemas. i'm going back wednesday & will be there till july 9th & then will be at boos<3 for a few days. awesome. PS; my shoes are the shit. :D thnx so much bibi! jamies coming over today & im thinking shopping & movies. oh yeah oh yeah. hehe.
holler & comment.

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you're always brilliant in the morning... [23 Jun 2005|12:45pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Hallifax -- the next two weeks. ]

so, I was going through some old stuff, a trip down memory lane, i guess. it made me giggle. I'm in the middle of this project me & kenton are doing for eachother. we're both making eachother a memory box, cool yeah yeah. He got me some sweet new RED NIKE SHOX yesterday :D for no reason, just because. chyes! oh & red socks to match. how shweet is that! thanks babe-dizzle. i love you.

i'm having troubles finding a way rad gift for kenton for graduation, any ideas? let me know. :) other than that, i have to go get ready. post though!

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[19 Jun 2005|08:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | the transition -hh ]

so, summers here. finally.
well see how the grades go.
havent updated for a month and a half.
usual. weekends at the lake. with kent. :).
havent been spending much time with dad, bummer.
things at home suck. but whats new.
my friends are awesome. although, i miss lah. lots & lots.
& im gunna miss 6th hour ratchel k times :(
i dont know. i'm pretty happy now-a-days. a few friends tell me to 'live for the moment, now' & i've continued to do that. im thinking about keeping up with this whole journal thing again. summers been pretty good. been busy everyday. hehe. with angela & jame :) spent time with nick & randy. there awesome. & nick has the best pool i've ever seen. except it was cold. brrr. but yeah, i'll update so if you enjoy reading then post :D c-ya!

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sunday goodbyes make us cry <3 [01 May 2005|07:04pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | brand new ]

havent updated :\ sorry. well nothings been going on. just the usual. it was my sweet 16 saturday & i went down to the lake with LAH, kent<3, Roth & kayleen :) i swear if i could live there, i would. EVERYTHING seems so much easier there. you just get away from it all.

nothings beeter looking into eachothers eyes while everyone else is watching spiderman & meet the fockers. & i love when we fall asleep half way through one of the greatest movies @ 1am. You talking in your sleep & me waking you up bc we had to laugh about it. You waking me up early in the morning just so we can fit in a few hours before we both have to head home on sundays. Or going on the boat, me being the spotter, and all i can concentrate on is your eyes & smile. You buying me 2 chains just incase i might break the other ;P <3 Us walking to the point just because we know we'll be alone there. Making s'mores. & taking random pictures :) noOne gets me like you do. & im so glad your mine <3


Sunday goodbyes are always the worst & i miss you already.
Sunday goodbyes always make us cry <3 & i cant wait to you see your beautiful smile again.

Thanks LAH <3 june 17th :P iloveyou bffe.

Kenton: thanks for my gifts<3 there beautiful & so are you. iloveyoubabe.

Everyone who called (+text'd) thanks for the "happy birthdays" <3

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[19 Apr 2005|08:43pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Mae, the ocean ]

you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the waves.
oh, the night becomes the space that's somewhere in between
what i feel and what im taught.
sitting on the shoreline trying to figure it out, figure it out.
to find out the meaning and reach it somehow.
you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the wave.
fall around me now,
like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain.
the season has changed.
the wind, it moves colder now, colder now.
the clouds are raised,
the rain it falls harder now, all around.
you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight,
just like the ocean needs the waves.
so fall around me now.
just like stars that shine and brighten the way.
i need you here tonight just like this night it needs the rain.
over unannounced, silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight,
just like the ocean needs the waves.
just like the stars that fall around me now.


I love you Kenton freakin' Schlegel, you mean the world x 2 to me :)
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what an incredible weekend<3 [17 Apr 2005|08:41pm]
[ mood | loved ]

so, i went to the lake on friday<3 & this was the best damn weekend i've ever had :) :P my boyfriend is the best :) [guess who is the best movie i've ever seen] fasho;) & my friends rock. today me, chel, lou & lah all went to see 'for felix' @ the internet cafe' they rock too! hmm thats pretty much it. pictures will be added later, as of now, im way too loazy & sore :P

I LOVE KENTON FREAKIN' SCHLEGEL, BITTTCHHHESS :)

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baby i dont see how you could ever be...anything but mine. [10 Apr 2005|04:21pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | DaphneLovesDerby ]

home again, home again. this weekend was fun. tim, casey, chel & i all went to ohio for *castaway bay* -indoor waterpark- it was alot of fun. BTW; thanks lah for this ;) uhhm.. i dropped my house phone in the toilet thursday night :[ huge bummer. my cell got tunred off bc i used 400 minutes in the passed week cuz ima lil faggot. :p :[ school = gay as hell. summer is just around the corner though. work is being gay. its too long of a process & i dont have time right now bc of all my gay classes & community service, again bc im a lil faggot. but its whatever. comment. holler. [iloveyoukenton, & imissyou]

summer is almost here. in the mean time, corss your fingers & pray for sunny days<3
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baby, it's just you & me <3 [02 Apr 2005|10:19pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | the acadamy is ]

ungrounded. =) 2 months of house arrest & now im free. finally.
uhm spring break wasent too bad :P hung out with lisa, lindsay, chelsie & jamie. we always did have fun. decorated her Focus ;) lol. chelsie got lost on the way there (to 12 oaks).. ohh AND on the way back. me, lah, jamie, kyle & mark all went out to breakfast.. 8:00 WAKE UP CALL. & mark's mom is the shit. lol :P kenton came over for the weekend. <3 it was amazing. i love him :) after a year & a half he STILL manages to give me hardcore butterflies, i adore it. im on the phone with that dork right now. i love our EAR MOMENT! ;) B) [what they know?] lol. or kenton holding ryans hand ;) lol ryan, you liked it. don't lie. HAHA :P hhmm.. basically chilled over break. 2 more months of school & we're out peace for summer <3 thank god. im going to the waterpark in 6 days with tim. chelsea & casey :)! halleluia. lake open's in 13 days (and i gotta date with boo):* & 28 days 'till my birthday. :) :) well im out. comment!

i love you very much kenton.

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sucks being on house arrest.. :\ lol [15 Feb 2005|02:27pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | daphne loves derby ]

hmm yeahp im grounded. wont be on to update so... c-ya soon :)

iloveyoukenton :) .. # 77 <3 Dominate @ nationals.. i'll be there to cheer you on <3 ;)

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i'm gonna love you forever <3 [10 Feb 2005|06:44pm]
[ mood | moody ]
[ music | the juliana theory ]

wow. blah hxc :\ mom hoed out 3rd week in a row on taking me to the lake. ME & KENTON HAD ARE HOPES UP SO HIGH! :\ we're so bummed out. :'( once again baby, im sorry i cant make it. i wish i could be at your hockey game<3 iloveyou so much! 13 days & i'll be back in your arms again. maybe i'll just stay & run away there. forever. :) that'd be nice to be w/ the Schlegel's, permantly. Brittney roberston laughed @ that last name for hours :P lol. today saville & I chatted during the assmebly. this guy did this majic trick 8) it was hawt! lol. i'm glad me & her started talking this year. she & i have awesome&funny conversations. & i love our saturday nights including the one & only *LAH* B) lol, whom by the way i miss so much :\ i miss summer. i dont like february too much. march will be exciting. month before my birthday. tasteofchaos, bitch! & liek 3 other concerts 8) yes! :P Roth & chelsea's b-day. Jamies b-day is in liek 14 days :) wahooo! lol Saweeet sixteen! <3 i'll be gone @ boo's for like 4 days (leaving the 17th i think?) which means ill miss jamies birthday :\ but its kent's hockey nationals & it means the world to him for me to be there. so me & jamie are celebrating it the 16th :) quick note; i love my cousin :) lol :P but i'm on the phone :) soo c-ya!

<3 i love you so much baby :* :) I wish i could be there to watch you play & to be with your family again. im sick of it not being summer for christ sake! lol :\ im glad we can still be strong even if there is distance. i love how were nothing but smiles & laughing. i love talking to you 273980324 times a day :) i love you kenton :* :) you make me INCREDIBLY happy <3 i'm lucky to have you.

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